I had hoped for you to be the one
to hold me close and keep me safe
but I guess you can't since the damage is done
I feel so happy when I'm with you
but you just don't seem to feel the same
it's not what you say but what you do
I feel so lost when you're gone; I only want to cry
yet when I'm with you I just want more
'cause then I can't help but feel it's all just a lie
you seem more distant than you have before
now that I hardly ever see you
sometimes I feel like it's just not worth it anymore
I know we've barely gone anywhere
but it doesn't change the way I feel
all I ever wanted was for you to be there
I wanted to call at 2:30 in the morning
and have you calm my frightened soul
from my minds monsters that attack me without warning
I talk to you about this and you say you understand
someone will pay if things don't change soon
but it requires you meet my every fucking demand













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They've clipped my wings again, tore them apart and then, left me.
No use to fly away, to my yesterday, of freedom.
My eyes died back that day, seeing the hurt I may have done.
Beat me instead of them, pain is my only zen, of fun.
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*~*~*~
Emotional drought will be the answer
Blank beings within ourselves
Halted breath across our tongues
Shielded from everyday robotic trances
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sorry
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God: the original Big Brother
No problem
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They've clipped my wings again, tore them apart and then, left me.
No use to fly away, to my yesterday, of freedom.
My eyes died back that day, seeing the hurt I may have done.
Beat me instead of them, pain is my only zen, of fun.
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God: the original Big Brother
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*~*~*~
Emotional drought will be the answer
Blank beings within ourselves
Halted breath across our tongues
Shielded from everyday robotic trances
*~
as it should be
beautiful
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your finger is always on the trigger
will death overcome
will the light shine through
your skin will burn
the flame will clense the pain
will the bullet enter your skull
will life go on like nothing happened
death is forever
are you
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God: the original Big Brother
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God: the original Big Brother
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